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My Never Ending Love

You’re the light of my life.
You’re the joy in my soul.
Every moment with you is so meaningful.
You know we had our problems in the past.
But it never got in the way of our present,
nor our future.
You have loved me the best way you can.
You have been my rock for a long time,
And I thank you for that.
You’re the peace in me,
That brings me so much joy.
My love for you is everlasting.
My soul wants you every minute of the day.
You ask me why I love so much.
And you should know my answer.
I love you because of your kind and loving heart,
Your joy that lets me know you care,
The way you smile its makes me so happy,
And the way you hold me lets me know I am safe with you.
Baby, I wrote this poem for you,
To show you how I truly felt about you.
I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!

Welcome to the Family???

What is with these young girls making a choice like being a lesbian because everyone else is doing it? Why can't they figure out on their own what they want besides letting movies, videos, just the whole wide spread of the media telling them what they want? I'll met some many young girls from school, and some just in middle school, that claim that they are lesbians. But it is when I ask them what they feel from being with another female, they can not come up with one thing. These girls have no idea that they have made a life changing chose that causes pain for both of those that get too involved in something that is not real. Now yes I know that there are some young ladies out there that know what they want and are really true about what they feel for their girl.Yeah, I was one of those girls that started off very young, but I knew that I wanted to be with a female because thats what I wanted and no one told me that it was something to just do. Some of these little girls out here are just jumping from one girl to the next, breaking hearts, spirits, minds....and banks. There have been so many times that I've talked to somebody and they have said that they were with a younger girl and they had done nothing but use them up mentally and physically. I speak on this today because you know the way I feel about girl using and abusing my lovely, beautiful women. Thats not what being a true loving lesbian is about. You take good care of your girlfriend and she'll do you right as well. I just want you young ladies to know that you should not make a choice like being "loving another girl" based on what otherssay, do, or tell you. Be your own person and if a lesbain is who you really are, then by all means "Welcome to the Family".

My Reply

I was working on a blog already but I feel like this one here is much more important than something directed to my ladies...again. I just read my girls blog and it cut me deep. Not saying that it's not my own fault but it still hurts the same. I love her with all my heart, mind, and soul, and yet she still doesn't know she means to me. She is my everything and then some, but she doesn't believe that. I know that I did not call her like I said I would and I did tell her why, it was to help someone with homework. Sorry for wanting to help out a friend in need. How many times have I had to take the backseat to her friends and TRY not to complain about it because would be pointless for me to do so. I've tried my best to be a great girlfriend to my baby, but it keep seeming like its not working. It is so nerve wreaking tring to please everyone in my life and having her suffer for what they make me do. Baby I say to the world right now that I love you and I'm so sorry for putting you through pain and having you have sleepless night because of me and my stupid mistakes. I'm crying right now because I know I hurt you and caused you pain in more ways then one. I've always been doing that to you. I don't know what to do to make it up to you but if you would just let me know what I can do I promise on everything I know and love, I will do it baby. I love you so much, and I don't ever want you to doubt where you stand in my life. You are my one and only true love, my life, my soul, my light, my breath, my body, my husband, my soulmate. Baby you never have to worry about the baby, I promise you that.

Had Enough

This is the blog I wrote last night while my girlfriend told me about the other girl!

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Wednesday, March 25, 2009
10:23:46 PM

Had Enough of Them All...Seriously Upset!!!

What the fuck is all I have to say right now? Did I just hear my girlfriend correctly? Did she just say that she was on the damn chat line, and not only that but she met some bitch on there from California? I really can't believe this shit. You just don't know how fucking mad I am at this moment. I just got to talk to her since I've been at my aunt's house and she tells me some crap like this. I mean I love the fact that she tells me everythings that happens in her life, but I think this one takes the cake. Like I don't care if my girl meets new people and make friends with them, but when they decide to cross me I have a problem with that. I was trying so fucking hard not to start cursing at her and control my attitude, because I know that she hates when I do that and I really don't need her to get a attitude with me. I didn't want to cause problems between us when my anger was really directed to the bitch that call herself MY GIRL'S friend. And thing is Keda said that the girl know about me and know that I'm wearing the ring but the bitch still call herself catching feelings for my husband. Now when I heard this you can just imagine what was going through my mind when she said the girl wanted her and she was catching feelings. I mean she knows about me, but she still calls herself liking her. To me that means that the bitch don't care if Keda got a girl....fuck a girl, she got a fucking wife!!! She told me that they when they met she was lonely and didn't have anyone to talk to. Hell I know I'm not always around and she can always talk to me when she want to, but damn. Do you not know how that makes me feel, I felt like I didn't mean much of anything. That was the major issue I was dealing with besides knowing that some girl is disrespecting the way she is. I mean she thinks that when she lonely she can go meet other bitches, innocent or not that shit ain't cool with me. If I did it that shit as innocent as it would have been, she would have had a fucking stroke. Let one of my friends start to like me and I tell her, she ready to fight. I drop them in an instant, but she really needed to ask me what she should do. YOU NEED TO LET THE BITCH GO!!!! I love my baby, but this is insane. Something in me told me that something wasn't right when the girl called while I was with her, but I was so happy to be with her that I pushed it off. I don't like that fact that they talk and texting each other while I'm at school. It pisses me off to think that this girl is trying to take my place in my girls life while I'm not able to be there for her. It ain't no telling how long this girl has been in the picture. If all the doing is texting and talking rarely, how the fuck did she fall that damn quick? This shit ain't adding up to me, its not possible. I don't know what is going on with this. I just know ain't no bitch coming between me and my girl and what we planned for OUR future. It'll be a cold day in hell if some bitch from Cali, or anywhere for that matter, take my place. I wear the ring and ain't no other female getting mine. I'd hurt any girl that think other wise too. This girl got another thing coming if she think she gone get my baby. I told my baby I wouldn't dwell on this, but it still pisses me off to know that other girl are always crossing the line. She is the second one and I'm getting tired of this shit real talk. If she doesn't drop those two bitches (and she knows the ones I'm talking about) I don't know what going to happen to us. I just can't take this crapany more. I've had all kinds of patience towards her friends but this is insane. I'm done with trying to keep my cool about this, but she'll either have to pick them or me, not both.Yea I know I'm the only one she will ever want, but I need them gone or ELSE!!!

The One and ONLY Lady Xstacy!!!