My Reply

I was working on a blog already but I feel like this one here is much more important than something directed to my ladies...again. I just read my girls blog and it cut me deep. Not saying that it's not my own fault but it still hurts the same. I love her with all my heart, mind, and soul, and yet she still doesn't know she means to me. She is my everything and then some, but she doesn't believe that. I know that I did not call her like I said I would and I did tell her why, it was to help someone with homework. Sorry for wanting to help out a friend in need. How many times have I had to take the backseat to her friends and TRY not to complain about it because would be pointless for me to do so. I've tried my best to be a great girlfriend to my baby, but it keep seeming like its not working. It is so nerve wreaking tring to please everyone in my life and having her suffer for what they make me do. Baby I say to the world right now that I love you and I'm so sorry for putting you through pain and having you have sleepless night because of me and my stupid mistakes. I'm crying right now because I know I hurt you and caused you pain in more ways then one. I've always been doing that to you. I don't know what to do to make it up to you but if you would just let me know what I can do I promise on everything I know and love, I will do it baby. I love you so much, and I don't ever want you to doubt where you stand in my life. You are my one and only true love, my life, my soul, my light, my breath, my body, my husband, my soulmate. Baby you never have to worry about the baby, I promise you that.