My Never Ending Love

You’re the light of my life.
You’re the joy in my soul.
Every moment with you is so meaningful.
You know we had our problems in the past.
But it never got in the way of our present,
nor our future.
You have loved me the best way you can.
You have been my rock for a long time,
And I thank you for that.
You’re the peace in me,
That brings me so much joy.
My love for you is everlasting.
My soul wants you every minute of the day.
You ask me why I love so much.
And you should know my answer.
I love you because of your kind and loving heart,
Your joy that lets me know you care,
The way you smile its makes me so happy,
And the way you hold me lets me know I am safe with you.
Baby, I wrote this poem for you,
To show you how I truly felt about you.
I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!

Welcome to the Family???

What is with these young girls making a choice like being a lesbian because everyone else is doing it? Why can't they figure out on their own what they want besides letting movies, videos, just the whole wide spread of the media telling them what they want? I'll met some many young girls from school, and some just in middle school, that claim that they are lesbians. But it is when I ask them what they feel from being with another female, they can not come up with one thing. These girls have no idea that they have made a life changing chose that causes pain for both of those that get too involved in something that is not real. Now yes I know that there are some young ladies out there that know what they want and are really true about what they feel for their girl.Yeah, I was one of those girls that started off very young, but I knew that I wanted to be with a female because thats what I wanted and no one told me that it was something to just do. Some of these little girls out here are just jumping from one girl to the next, breaking hearts, spirits, minds....and banks. There have been so many times that I've talked to somebody and they have said that they were with a younger girl and they had done nothing but use them up mentally and physically. I speak on this today because you know the way I feel about girl using and abusing my lovely, beautiful women. Thats not what being a true loving lesbian is about. You take good care of your girlfriend and she'll do you right as well. I just want you young ladies to know that you should not make a choice like being "loving another girl" based on what otherssay, do, or tell you. Be your own person and if a lesbain is who you really are, then by all means "Welcome to the Family".

My Reply

I was working on a blog already but I feel like this one here is much more important than something directed to my ladies...again. I just read my girls blog and it cut me deep. Not saying that it's not my own fault but it still hurts the same. I love her with all my heart, mind, and soul, and yet she still doesn't know she means to me. She is my everything and then some, but she doesn't believe that. I know that I did not call her like I said I would and I did tell her why, it was to help someone with homework. Sorry for wanting to help out a friend in need. How many times have I had to take the backseat to her friends and TRY not to complain about it because would be pointless for me to do so. I've tried my best to be a great girlfriend to my baby, but it keep seeming like its not working. It is so nerve wreaking tring to please everyone in my life and having her suffer for what they make me do. Baby I say to the world right now that I love you and I'm so sorry for putting you through pain and having you have sleepless night because of me and my stupid mistakes. I'm crying right now because I know I hurt you and caused you pain in more ways then one. I've always been doing that to you. I don't know what to do to make it up to you but if you would just let me know what I can do I promise on everything I know and love, I will do it baby. I love you so much, and I don't ever want you to doubt where you stand in my life. You are my one and only true love, my life, my soul, my light, my breath, my body, my husband, my soulmate. Baby you never have to worry about the baby, I promise you that.