Had Enough

This is the blog I wrote last night while my girlfriend told me about the other girl!

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Wednesday, March 25, 2009
10:23:46 PM

Had Enough of Them All...Seriously Upset!!!

What the fuck is all I have to say right now? Did I just hear my girlfriend correctly? Did she just say that she was on the damn chat line, and not only that but she met some bitch on there from California? I really can't believe this shit. You just don't know how fucking mad I am at this moment. I just got to talk to her since I've been at my aunt's house and she tells me some crap like this. I mean I love the fact that she tells me everythings that happens in her life, but I think this one takes the cake. Like I don't care if my girl meets new people and make friends with them, but when they decide to cross me I have a problem with that. I was trying so fucking hard not to start cursing at her and control my attitude, because I know that she hates when I do that and I really don't need her to get a attitude with me. I didn't want to cause problems between us when my anger was really directed to the bitch that call herself MY GIRL'S friend. And thing is Keda said that the girl know about me and know that I'm wearing the ring but the bitch still call herself catching feelings for my husband. Now when I heard this you can just imagine what was going through my mind when she said the girl wanted her and she was catching feelings. I mean she knows about me, but she still calls herself liking her. To me that means that the bitch don't care if Keda got a girl....fuck a girl, she got a fucking wife!!! She told me that they when they met she was lonely and didn't have anyone to talk to. Hell I know I'm not always around and she can always talk to me when she want to, but damn. Do you not know how that makes me feel, I felt like I didn't mean much of anything. That was the major issue I was dealing with besides knowing that some girl is disrespecting the way she is. I mean she thinks that when she lonely she can go meet other bitches, innocent or not that shit ain't cool with me. If I did it that shit as innocent as it would have been, she would have had a fucking stroke. Let one of my friends start to like me and I tell her, she ready to fight. I drop them in an instant, but she really needed to ask me what she should do. YOU NEED TO LET THE BITCH GO!!!! I love my baby, but this is insane. Something in me told me that something wasn't right when the girl called while I was with her, but I was so happy to be with her that I pushed it off. I don't like that fact that they talk and texting each other while I'm at school. It pisses me off to think that this girl is trying to take my place in my girls life while I'm not able to be there for her. It ain't no telling how long this girl has been in the picture. If all the doing is texting and talking rarely, how the fuck did she fall that damn quick? This shit ain't adding up to me, its not possible. I don't know what is going on with this. I just know ain't no bitch coming between me and my girl and what we planned for OUR future. It'll be a cold day in hell if some bitch from Cali, or anywhere for that matter, take my place. I wear the ring and ain't no other female getting mine. I'd hurt any girl that think other wise too. This girl got another thing coming if she think she gone get my baby. I told my baby I wouldn't dwell on this, but it still pisses me off to know that other girl are always crossing the line. She is the second one and I'm getting tired of this shit real talk. If she doesn't drop those two bitches (and she knows the ones I'm talking about) I don't know what going to happen to us. I just can't take this crapany more. I've had all kinds of patience towards her friends but this is insane. I'm done with trying to keep my cool about this, but she'll either have to pick them or me, not both.Yea I know I'm the only one she will ever want, but I need them gone or ELSE!!!

The One and ONLY Lady Xstacy!!!