Phone Tag........not it!

I'm getting so freaking sick of this. I know it's not her fault but I can't help getting upset when I know her mother nor her sister has told her I called. I miss her so much and this is driving me insane. I want my baby but its like I can never reach her anymore. Then when she calls me, I can never answer the phone cause my mother is staring down my throat to see who I'm talking to and how I'm talking to them. I am so freaking sick of this crap, my life is so fucked up since I temporarily lost my baby. I'm so stressed out that I concern smoking to calm my nerves. This is so not my favorite things that has ever happened to me. Why is it so hard to talk to my lover. I hate not hearing her voice just as much as she hate not hearing mine. Do you know yesterday I spent my whole day writing down what I miss the most about her and what she use to do that made my heart skip beats. How when she use to kiss my neck, i moaned softly in her ear. How she loves when I bit on her neck and kiss on her. I also remember how she came in on me taking a shower (even tho I left the door unlocked on purpose so she could) and damn near pulled me out right then and there. And when I did get out the shower how she had me on my dresser pulling her hair and screaming (& creaming). I'm sorry I had to say that, but you just don't understand how bad I NEED some form MY BABY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! My kitty kat has been longing for her tongue and fingers (and MY dick). I'm really horny and this blog was suppose to be about the fact that we don't get much time to talk, but it turned into something a lot more serious. I want my baby on me right now. I'm gonna wrap this up until I can get myself together. BYE!!!!