My Rainbow "White Fence"

What's this "white picket fence" lifestyle everyone loves so much? Is it what true happiness really is? And what price does that "true" happiness come by? These questions go through my mind every minute of everyday. I see me having that same life but I guess not the normal "white fence". I want the children, the dogs, big house with the fence, but not all that with the problems a man brings. I love being with my girl, she brings out my true happiness. I know that we can't have a baby together...but hey science is a bitch now a days. We already live our lives for each other. We're both each other's rock when we need it most. Isn't that what a husband and wife does for one another? We even fight and get mad at each other like a real husband and wife. So what is the freaking problem? If I got to be unhappily married to a man to have my dream family, I'd rather behappy with a puppy and a goldfish in the smallest house in the world. I would rather be lonely without a single child than have a baby by a man I couldn't stand to be with. Kesha and I will do just fine with our two dogs, three kids, and our moderate size house surrounded by our own rainbow "whit fence"!!!...hey it beats being unhappy!!!