Resentment

Relationships are the hardest thing to maintain. You wanna be a good girlfriend and things all of a sudden want to go wrong. You try to be faithful but things are pushed in your face that tempts you so much. You really cheat on the one person you love more than anything. A girl walks by that would have never given you a chance all of a sudden wants to be in your face flirting. Can you really resist her? You've studied every inch of your frame and figure, and trust its a beautiful thing. Her smile is amazing, you image touching her skin, or even just staring into her eyes as long as you can. Can you really resist all she is offering to you? You don't know what to think. You are confused beyond belief. Could you really risk the future you and your girl planned out? Would she leave you when it all came out? Would you look at her the same way after you had your little affair? Those are only a few of the questions that you can't help but think about while you're daydreaming on what you could lost and/or gain? You can't think of anything you would love more than to do what you want and get away with it. Could her sex be that good that it would make you risk everything for a minute (or few hours) of pleasure only to end up regretting it every second after. I wish I could tell you, I've struggled with this problem too. The thing about it though I never did it and I'm happy for it. I love my Keda and that's all I'll even want.