Friday, February 13

Right Here, Right Now!

Today is just one of those days. I wanted so bad to see my baby, she was so close to me today but she had left before my mother could leave the parking lot. I wanted so bad to be in her arms and see her smiling with her eyes the way I've always loved to see. Maybe I could find a way to get to her tomorrow when the wedding is all over and I'm on my own. I miss her so much and I felt like today would be so perfect if I saw her, touch her face, be with her for only one second. I don't know what to do right now. I'm stressed and going crazy over my age, and it seems like the only reason for me to keep my insanity is being with her. I'm so sad that I can't get to be with my baby on this holiday that is vastly approaching. I want to be with her. I miss the touch of her skin against mine and the way that she laughed at me when I made funny noises or tried to act as if I'm mad at her. I miss the way her teeth sink into my skin when she bites me on my legs or and butt. I don't whats going on in my head. I just want my baby with me right here, right now.

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