Worthless

I hate feeling so helpless, so worthless. I hate not being able to help her through this hard time in her life, when she needs me the most. There is nothing I wouldn't do more than to be able to help her, and to make sure that everything in her life is going just right. I don't know what to do with myself. I go the whole day worrying if she has been something bad or has given up on everything that we have tried so hard to reach in OUR future. I want her to be okay, I want her to be able to call me when she needs me the most. I want her to be strong for me as well as for her. I want her to try to be strong for our future family. I can't take no knowing what is going on in my lover's mind. I told my uncle that she needed to talk to him about something. I told him that she was struggling with her inner self. He told me to tell her to call him. I really wish that she would. I love her and I don't want her to go through this alone.