Wat I Reallii Mean...S2~L.R.S~S2

I'm so glad that I saw my girl today. She surprised me today which I thought that was really sweet. I'm kinda glad that Toyia did come to see me today, because if she hadn't I would have never would have walked towards the parking lot and I wouldn't have seen my baby. Though Toyia was a little disappointed that she wasn't gonna get my attention today, I really don't care cause I had my baby. She made my day so much better than I thought it would've been if I had have gotten in the car with her. I wish I could have left with my girl and not come to school and spent the whole day with her and my nephew, Navian. I want so bad to see him and spend time with him, and play with him. My baby is so sweet. I wish today could have been the day that she gave me my ring but I know that its not possible right now. Sometimes I wonder if I really should let her buy it for me right now, and just wait until we can actually be together and be around each other without worrying about anything. Something I wonder though is what was my issue today. I mean I was extremely happy that she came to see me but my face wouldn't show it. It was weird. I bet she probably think that I didn't want to see her or kiss her the way I did, but the truth is I've missed her like crazy. Maybe it was do to the lack of sleep that I've been getting the pass couple of days. I wish I had the chance right now to tell her that I loved having my lips pressed against hers, my body against her when we hugged, and playing with her nose while we talked. I loved being with her and I wished I had her jacket in my backpack so she could have gotten it from me. Maybe next time she'll tell me that she is coming to see me and then I'll know if I should be waiting on her or not. But anyway. I am super happy that my booh made a extra specail trip to Southaven, MS. to see me and make me smile. I know now what I really mean to her.